rawr.

i got fired.

3 on ap art history.
4 on ap portfolio.
excellent.
i have an appointment with the admissions lady at CCS. i realize that i'm not going to get into CCS. i don't do work that they're going to like. :]
i'm going to go take pics of my new sketches.

at least i have radiohead.

When I'm at the pearly gates
This will be on my videotape, my videotape
Mephistopheles is just beneath
and he's reaching up to grab me

This is one for the good days
and i have it all here
In red, blue, green
Red, blue, green

You are my center
When i spin away
Out of control on videotape
On videotape
On videotape
On videotape

This is my way of saying goodbye
Because I can't do it face to face
I'm talking to you after it's too late
From my videotape

No matter what happens now
You shouldn't be afraid
Because I know today has been the most perfect day I've ever seen.

so i was thinking about whether or not i wanted to delete my livejournal.
and then something occurred to me.
if i delete it, then i can't figure out who showed mine and megan's livejournal to mrs. ramirez.
first of all, i know it was someone who has a livejournal. that's obvious enough. now who was it? let me think.. oh wait, i already know.
to the person who turned me in....that comment was written like 5 days ago, right after the big argument we had gotten into with her, so i was ranting. i only wanted to help megan. that's it, really.. if i would have noticed that someone else was making her that upset, then i would have said crap about them too. this doesn't even mean that i believe or mean what i'm saying, i'm just trying to help a friend.
and you know what else? art is my life. if i wanted to screw my art career up, i would have talked to them myself. i tell people what i think about them to their face, unlike you...you just go around backstabbing and trying to ruin other people. yeah, you took a good shot at me, but this just means that i'm going to try even harder to win their approval. that's what i've been trying to do for almost 3 years now. i am so tired of apologizing for things that i said when i was in a different state of mind. that is not the person i am-that comment is not what i think about them, or what i truly believe at all.
the truth is, that even though ramirez has been tough on all of us, and sometimes we get into arguments... at least she is trying to push us into working and being productive. these deadlines are terrible, but really...you can spend every day at home and during school and finish by the due date. it's not impossible, it just requires you to spend more time on art.

and as a final note...i hope that you realize that what you did was really wrong. not only did you interfere with things going on in megan's life, but you also caused a lot of problems with me and my teachers. instead of getting back at you, though, i'm just going to make you even more mad by making better work. i think that's a pretty good solution, don't you?

absolutely horrible.
they murdered every beatles song they could.
tried to make a fake jimi hendrix, and a fake janis joplin.
and you know what?
i almost walked out like a quarter of the way through.
it was the worst thing i have ever seen.
you really don't understand good music or a good movie if you like across the universe.
i can't believe anyone has the guts to ruin the beatles, janis joplin, and jimi hendrix all in one movie.
-death-

i hope you got that last comment i left on your livejournal.
i'd just like to add that if you mess with my friends, you will have to deal with me. and trust me, that wont be fun. do you know a girl named donna, because i believe that you would get along with her pretty well. she's a bitch like you ^^
if i have to hear that you have been trying to "help" marie again, i'm going to flip out. leave her alone, she has other people to talk to other than you. people like.... oh right, her FRIENDS....which you don't have...because you wont shut the hell up and apologize in a humble manner.
don't mess with jess or megan, either. if you're going to talk shit about someone, go ahead and talk shit about me. but don't you dare go and try to fuck up things in their life. they're nice, audrey... nice being a term you are not aware of.
so go ahead, i will be your punching bag from now on. come on, what's the best you can throw at me??? hmm????????

is so lame.

but i had a good drive today and my DT instructor gave me a check really close to the "good" box, most likely because i didn't see a stop sign because of a tree...oh and i almost hit a kid because they started running across the crosswalk when they weren't supposed to. whatevvv. it was fun.
the girl who drove second almost drove into oncoming traffic, blew 3 stop signs, went 10 over the speed limit multiple times, and forgot to put her turn signal on before several turns at intersections. i guess it's okay because she's partially deaf and can't see more than 15 feet in front of the car. they'll give her the permit, anyway. at least she's nice.
my stepmom is being a bitch today. she also almost drove into oncoming traffic because she was on her cellphone and was smoking and looking in the mirror all at the same time. if we ever get into an accident, at least i know it's HER door that doesn't open. the handle has been broken for months, and so has the a/c, but you know.. she just can't take time out of her "busy" schedule to get either fixed. i'm hoping the car flips over just the right way and she's trapped in there. i'm also hoping that i'm with her when it happens and i escape... but the only reason i couldn't call 9/11 for help is because either A) i still don't have a cell phone -.- or B)both my hands are broken severely, but can be repaired to normal. some days when we're driving and it's raining and she isn't paying attention, i can see it happening. i'm always happy for the rest of the day after that. she isn't a very good parent. ahahahaha >:]
.....

oh
and
panda <3s lemur and can't wait to see her this weekend. ^^

hillary clinton is definitely the most amazing presidential candidate.

hey there delilah is a really cute song.
i think i'll listen to it on repeat till i am content.